no more school for now!  thank goodness!

blah.

i hate her.

why is there always a dumb ho fucking bitch in my life?

Currently Listening Personal Journals By Sage Francis Makeshift Patriot see related

Frank, what's up man?
I'm just watching some bullshit
On the news?                                                                                                                                Of course.  Reporters trying to fucking win an Emmy.

Makeshift Patriot
The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock
I Hang Myself at Half Mast

It’s the Makeshift
The Patriot
The Flag Shop is Out of Stock
I hang myself... via live telecast

Coming live from my own funeral, beautiful weather offered a nice shine
Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline
It's times like these I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence
My journalistic ethics slip when I pass them off as objective
"Don't give me that ethical shit."
I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable American kids
And it's time to show this world how big our edifice is!

That's exactly what they attacked when a typically dark skinned Disney villain
Used civilians against civilians and charged the Trojan horses into our buildings
Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction
Pregnant women couldn't protect their children
Wheelchairs were stairway obstructions
I have to back petal...from the shower of glass and metal
Wondering how after it settles we'll find who provided power to radical rebels
The Melting Pot seems to be calling the kettle black when it boils over
But only on our own soil so the little boy holds a toy soldier..
And waits for the suit and tie to come home. We won't wait 'til he's older
before we destroy hopes for a colder war to end
["Now get a close up of his head"]

Makeshift Patriot
The Flag Shop Is Out of Stock
I Hang Myself at Half Mast
["How does my hair look?"]

Makeshift Patriot
The Flag Shop Is Out of Stock
I Hang Myself at Half Mast
[“Run that tape back”]

Makeshift Patriot
The Flag Shop Is Out Of Stock
I Hang Myself at Half Mast
[“Looks just like a movie”]

It’s the make shift
The patriot
The Flag Shop is Out of Stock
I hang myself
[“while the stock markets crash”]

The city is covered in inches of muck
I see some other pictures of victims are up
Grieving mothers are thinking their children are stuck
Leaping lovers are making decisions to jump
While holding hands...to escape the brutal heat
Sometimes in groups of the three
The fall out was far beyond the toxic cloud where people look like debris
But all they saw after all was said...beyond the talking heads
Was bloody dust with legs looking like the walking dead calling for meds
but Hospitals are overwhelmed. Volunteers need to go the hell home
Moments of silence for fire fighters were interrupted by cell phones
Who's going to make that call to increase an unknown death toll?
It's the one we rally behind
He's got a megaphone...and he's promising to make heads roll
we cheer him on, but asbestos is affecting our breath control
The less we know...the more they fabricate...the easier it is to sell souls

["There is a new price on freedom, so buy into it while supplies last.
Changes need to be made;
No more curbside baggage,
Seven pm curfew,
Racial profiling will continue with less bitching.
We've unified over who to kill, so until I find more relevant scripture to quote,
Remember, our god is bigger, stronger, smarter, and much wealthier.
So wave those flags with pride, especially the white part."]

We sell an addictive 24 hour candle light vigils in TV's
Freedom will be defended...at the cost of civil liberties
The viewers are glued to television screens
Stuck... cause lots of things seem too sick
I use opportunities to pluck heart strings for theme music
I'll show you which culture to pump your fist at, which foot is right to kiss
we don't really know who the culprit is yet...but he looks like this
we know who the heroes are. Not the xenophobes who act hard
"We taught that dog to squat, how dare he do that shit in our own back yard!"
They happened to scar our financial state and char our landscape
Can you count how many times so far I ran back this same damn tape?
While a camera man creates news and shoves it down our throats on the West Bank
With a ten second clip put on constant loop to provoke US angst
So get your tanks and load your guns and hold your sons in a family huddle
Because even if we win this tug of war and even the score...humanity struggles
There's a desperate need of blood for what's been uncovered under the rubble
Some of them dug for answers in the mess...but the rest were looking for trouble

Makeshift patriot
The flag shop is out of stock
I hang myself at half mast.

It's the makeshift
The patriot
The flag shop is out of stock
I hang myself.
Don't waive your rights with your flags.

Currently Listening Good News For People Who Love Bad News By Modest Mouse see related

for some unbeknownst reason, i am rather happy today.  even though i am not with my baby trey and i have 2 papers to write and... well... i'm at SCHOOL..... i still feel pretty good.  i think it's becuse i relized that i have only ONE MONTH of school left (that's 4 weeks for those math people out there  ) and yeah i'm pretty happy about that.

crazy thing happened this weekend... well not crazy, i just got to talk to jill v. who i haven't talked to in a while and i realized that i really miss her sometimes! i mean i know we had our falling out and blah blah blah... but yeah it was kinda nice talking to her. we're gonna try to get together on friday since we're both off so i can finally see her apartment.  oh yeah so i saw her at freebirds, and i also saw jesse, who was living in louisiana for a while but now she's BACK! so that should be fun too. it was crazy though because when trey and i were there (freebirds.... not louisiana) all these people started coming up and being like "so i heard y'all are moving in together".... uuhh, yeah, so what? (thank you, erin!)  we don't even freaking work there anymore and there's still gossip about us.  how lovely.

here's my problem:  i still have yet to find a good paying job that actually sounds interesting to me... katy mcd. just got a job at the bed bath & beyond up north and said i should apply to the one down south, and $9 an hour does sound good, but i'd have to take out my piercings and    yeah fuck that. why is that such a big deal? so i have jewelry in a few different places... you let everyone else wear earrings don't you? is it not the same basic principle? needle through the skin, jewelry through the hole... it's a trend! it's a fashion accessory that lots of people have, and for some reason the idea is completely changed just because it's not on the side of my head?!? no. you all suck.           and i understand that especially in my carreer industry, appearance is important.  but when someone makes it a RULE that you have to look a certain way i get a little turned off by those people.  sorry bed bath & beyond.            i really want a job somewhere like a retail store or something... but damn you can't get hired anywhere unless you have "retail experience".... how the hell am i supposed to get experience if you don't hire me!  agh.

so yeah i think it's time for one of these:

hooray for...

mini cadbury eggs, summer, deal or no deal, smart water, yard sales, money!, friends, bangs!, coconut shampoo, boyfriends, funny comercials, cd shopping...

boo to...

waking up too early, super glue and cheap plastic, bad posture, not finding any parking spots, being broke, movie rental late fees, writing papers, tests, not having my camera...

bah. too much to do!